but its the only way to make myself feel less stressed, i mean i'm literally almost always stressed, it is true even right now i have this feeling in my stomach, though there is nothing i can think of which makes me stress
But the thought of death, It means there is nothing i need to stress for anymore because i would be dead.
Ofcourse i won't kill myself or anything.
But yeh it is a bad thing :\ but i don't have the time or the money to find help, but thx for replying to me :3
ahw thanks and i also listen to classical music (vivaldi namely) to relax some more, but the dream also got a lot to do with me being always stressed and mostly depressed and confused and all sorts of thing, but if i'd say to you i'd just be bringing you down and i would hate myself for doing so :\